As I worked with A Class in Wonders, I really could see that there was an anxiety about heavenly love in my mind. I recognized this is the ego’s anxiety about dropping itself. The confidence is afraid of being subjected and being seen as a puff of nothingness. That is driving a car of intimacy. We discuss that fear in associations, which is sometimes projected as fear of sexual closeness, but it is really an anxiety about a course in miracles our character, our mask of individuality. It’s the fear of getting taken out with a fantastic enjoy, a love so powerful that nothing of us will even envision something as glorious and powerful!
For me, those will be the major techniques, because it does not begin with this great awareness. It generally begins with emotion like you have done something very wrong, whether you’ve masturbated, stolen something, mistreated some one, or there’s anything in your head that you’ve judged as therefore hideous that you don’t also need to manage it, you just want to forget about it and force it out of awareness.
Underneath dozens of thoughts and ideas, is the belief that people are separated. Here is the “secret” we hide. It really is an difficult belief, but we believe that it’s true; We have evaluated it as dreadful and have pressed it out of awareness. All unconscious guilt comes from that belief in separation. And as you probably provide yourself to the miracle, you feel dozens of concealed beliefs and techniques are increasingly being washed out and you ultimately face this concealed belief in divorce!